Girl Language.
- When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.
- When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
- When I ignore you, give me your attention.
- When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.
- When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.
- When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.
- If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.
- When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.
(via bladeee)
10.17.10
we are officially together, lol!
17. i just waited for this day since i feel it is significant for both of us. 17. his birthday is october 1. mine is july 16. october = 10; july = 7 so that equals to 17. then his birthday is on a 1 while mine is 16. equals to 17 again! :)) funny, ayt?
have liked him even though its only been quite a while since we talked and talked.
somewhere between all those things that happened between us, i fell in love. it may be a ldr but at least, we have same timezones :P
good luck to us! :D
10/18/2010 - Photo
mdre:
The type of girl who actually wants to see me succeed.
She would make sure I did my homework before I do anything else. She would help me my math homework because she knows that’s my worst subject. She would call me just to check up if I’m finished. She would stay on line with me to tutor me the best way she can. She would go step by step on each question until I actually understood it. She would help me get my grades up when they’re down. I hope she would support me no matter what happens. I hope she understand I’m trying my best. Within time, will have time for love but right now we need to succeed for that better future together. This dream of ours is in a process of building. If she understands my concept on that then I know she’ll get me no matter what. If she can teach me anything I can learn from a book, imagine if she taught me how to love?
awwww. i want someone to feel this :))
(via chelseajustinee)
6/7/2010 - Photo
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or stuff that I wouldn’t like to happen, or stuff that happened like, 10 years ago that still haunt me.
or stuff that won’t ever happen. fantasies :|
4/19/2010 - Conversation
bottomline: will we catch up with each other in US?
- rp: kain na?
- me: yup tapos na.sausage lang ulam
- haha
- 2: 32 PM
- rp: busog ka naman?
- 2: 33 PM
- me: opo naman
- rp: good
- hehehe
- me: pero masakit tyan ko ngayon
- gutom n nman yata hehe
- 2: 34 PM
- rp: aba,
- gutomin ka na a
- 2: 35 PM
- me: yun nga e.nung isang araw nga din e gutom na gutm akong umuwi ng hapon
- hehe
- rp: msg skyflakes ka muna
- 2: 36 PM
- me: san ba skyflakes dito
- hehe
- namimiss ko nga si nanay kasi nung nandito pa e di kami mawalan ng food
- 2: 37 PM
- rp: hehehe, wala ka na ba biscuits?
- 2: 38 PM
- me: wala na e.wal ng pambili
- hehe
- rp: aus
- asus
- 2: 39 PM
- me: ahh ngayon meron pala kasi kababyad lang ni * ngayon
- pero nagbayad naman ako ke *
- tsk sa chocolate na binili ko kahapon
- 2: 40 PM
- rp: ahhh, kelan pala balik ni * jan?
- me: baka sabay kami may 16
- 2: 41 PM
- rp: may 16? di ka pa nga nakakaalis a
- hehehehe
- me: hehehe
- kasi may * to * lang po ang baksyon ko
- 2: 42 PM
- rp: short lang pala
- me: sabi ni * mag 1 month ako pero ewna ko lang.tingnan ko pa dun
- rp: nag propose na ba sa yo si *?
- hehehe
- 2: 43 PM
- me: ikaw talga
- friend ko nga lang yun
- rp: asus, bat ka kinikilig, hehehe
- me: huh? kinikilig ba ako?
- ao ka
- 2: 44 PM
- rp: oo ramdam ko dito e
- hehehe
- 2: 45 PM
- me: nag seselos ka? hahahahahaha
- rp: di naman
- 2: 46 PM
- me: ahhh ok
- hahaha
- rp: kelan nga expiration ng visa mo?
- 2: 47 PM
- me: sa august po
- 2: 48 PM
- rp: hmmm
- me: hmmm?
- 2: 50 PM
- rp: i was just thinking...
- if i go on september
- expired na rin pala visa mo
- 2: 51 PM
- me: di kukuha ulit
- hehe
why
its not always right to stay in pain, when i know i’ve had too much…
and it isn’t always wrong to be happy, when i know its about time i deserve to be…
how ironic life is. i am in deep thoughts with my current situation now in the subject. am i so pathetic or what? he doesnt want/like/love me but will i still stick with loving him. pitying myself is what i do most of the time since i arrived from my vacation (and also his, since we arrived together). i am endlessly crying and hurting inside because of him and on the other hand someone is in the same situation because of me.
i do have an open communication with him and i tell him everything that makes me cry. but he seems not to take it seriously. is it because of our different ages that we comprehend things differently? im afraid i have given him my all but i think i dont receive something in return. isnt it too unfair? i know in my heart that i really love him and its so pathetic to expect [still!] from him the same.
i have had too much pain since i have had feelings for him. but it’s really my fault after all. i feel like a toy, once used and got tired of, will be disposed. im trying to stay away, but how? do i have to take everything as jokes? to ease the pain im trying to conceal from everyone?
i bet he doesnt understand me and maybe will only laugh at me because for the nth time he had already explained that the ‘we’ will never ever be. damn! and yet we act as though we really are in a relationship. [ really complicated!]
why why why why why why are you like that???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what i should do!
Since you left me, I never really tried
To put my life to where it should belong
And I’ve always let the past gone by
I’m realizing that it could be wrong
But now I fin’lly knew
I had to let it go
To make way for a brighter tomorrow
So now I’m leavin’ yesterday behind
And fin’lly I’ve made up my mind
So let the mem’ries stay away
And think about today
I’m leavin’ yesterday behind
‘Cause now I’ll try to live my life once more
The way I did before
Since I know that I never will forget
The memories that made my yesterday
I will try not to let it interfere
The choices I will make along the way
‘Cause I’m not livin’ in a world of fantasy
I’m here now in the world of reality
So now I’m leavin’ yesterday behind
And fin’lly I’ve made up my mind
So let the mem’ries stay away
And think about today
I’m leavin’ yesterday behind
‘Cause now I’ll try to live my life once more
The way I did before
So now I’m leavin’ yesterday behind
And fin’lly I’ve made up my mind
So let the mem’ries stay away
And think about today
I’m leavin’ yesterday behind
‘Cause now I’ll try to live my life once more
Just the way I did before
